Do you not find it odd to draw power from something that derives from fiction? Or are you 100% sincere in your belief of the Darkside? It's always struck me as an interesting subject
To answer this I am going to tell you a little story.
When I was a child I so in love with comic books, they were my whole world. As I got older I keep waiting and waiting for my mutant powers to show up. But sadly they never manifested, this broke my heart, it crushed me. I was never going to have super powers, I was never going to control ice or magnetic fields. So From that point on I decided that since I couldn’t live in that world, that I would bring a piece of it into my world. So to me these things are not fiction or stories, they are the base for who I am. Can I move objects with my mind by using the force? No but I can use it to make drastic changes to my life and body. I draw strength and will power from it and that enacts change in my life. So to me it is real.
So I will leave you with the code of the sith. Read these words and think hard on there meaning. When you understand their power, then you will be ready to change your life how ever you see fit.
Peace is a lie, there is only passion.
Through passion, I gain strength.
Through strength, I gain power.
Through power, I gain victory.
Through victory, my chains are broken.
The Force shall free me.